I had taken a detour into materialistic realm over the past 2 years and currently struggling to find my way back to the spiritual path. Maya is so very very delusive and one if wrong if she/he thinks that he can overcome it alone. Subtle in its ways, maya does not even let you know that it has possessed you until such time when one really finds one's self struggling till you are completely drowned in it. The smallest channel of communication one had opened with the divine gets blocked by one's own materialistic actions. Just like Paramahansa Yogananda had said...all good intentions take a back seat when one says "I will meditate tomorrow" that tomorrow may never come. It is right now that one has to decide to break the shackles. I am trying hard to do so...May my guru, the great param gurus, Mahavatar Babaji, Jesus Christ, Krishna and all the saints be with me in my redemption. Amen